With a Spirit of an archon that dwells within me and a new enhanced body … I actually feel alive for the first time since my ol Man passed away. Was it the intoxicating power, or new love that has Pierce my defenses I’m unsure at this point mayhaps a combination of the two. It’s not like me to give in so easily I thought. Or was it that my true self was hidden even from me. I have a fear that this “thing” will throw me away after it achieves its final goal. But I’m perfectly prepared for it as crazy as it sounds I’m in love with the idea of being it’s guardian angel.